Well... the past two weeks have been amazing! I felt and experienced God like never before and felt like was going great and God was moving all in me and I was craving for him and it was great!
Then...
Today was the worst day, one of those days that you think will never end and everything and everyone just makes you so mad. Will it ever end?
5 kids in my class had horrible diarrhea diapers and had to be sent home
1 kid pukes on me and him
I have to stay at work with puke in my hair
Parents mad at me when I have to send them home
I do not get my raise
got in a huge fight with my mom
Was discouraged by someone that I really looked up to and disagree by the way they are "encouraging" people.
Had to work 7a-6p cause noone would cover my class.
When I got home, God revealed to me how much satan hated how close God and I were getting!
I was taking the "next level" with God and satan saw that as a threat and hated it. I am thrilled to see that satan even notices that I am getting so close to God!
God is great, even through my bad days. When I have bad days I want to learn how to lean on God and not get caught up in the devils plan for me, which is to lash out at everyone and get mad at God.
I believe that God wants me to get in a deeper relationship with him,so he allows me to have bad days so I can turn to him and praise him for the good days that he gives me!
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